Saturday, April 30, 2011

Black Saturday

Today is Saturday, yesterday was Friday, the day before yesterday was Thursday, and you get the point: I'm on my lowest point since last month, so low that I'm actually singing Rebecca Black's song in reverse. And I'm listening to Justin Bieber's "U Smile" on repeat since an hour ago in Masjur Room, too. Today has been sucked, hard. Well, relatively, hard.

Firstly, at around 3 am this morning I woke up from a nightmare. That was the first nightmare I've got in months. Literally. No, the dream hadn't got any ghosts or funny shit like that. It's about...nevermind. Damn. I think I'm in..nevermind.

Anyway, since yesterday, I planned to skip this morning's Jarkom Lab Work because I would take the EPrT test (kind of like the light version of TOEFL). But I woke up late (partly because of the aforementioned dream) and... not only I did skip the Jarkom Lab Work, I came to EPrT an hour late, so I decided to ditch that too. That's Rp35.000 wasted on nothing. Fuck. You remember that extra Rp30.000 I got from a van driver after the small accident that happened a few days ago? Gone. Karma is a bitch.

Also happened this morning in my Kapita Selekta class, a caterpillar had somehow landed on my neck. Well, at first I felt a weird tingling sensation from the upper back of my neck. I reached it with my hand and then I realized there's something spongy up there, and it was wet too. So I retracted my hand and asked my friend to see what it was. He said there's a caterpillar on my neck. THERE'S A FUCKING CATERPILLAR. ON MY NECK.

Well, luckily it wasn't the kind of caterpillar that can cause itchiness. It's just a normal caterpillar,, wait, no, there's NO normal caterpillar, all caterpillars came from the deepest level of hell to take over the world.

I wanna say thanks to my friend Bayu who had got the guts to remove it from my neck, using his mobile phone as a stick. He then put the phone on the floor, let the caterpillar loose, and retook his mobile. Without missing a beat, I step on it, instantly killing that motherfucker. To other caterpillars out there, if you can read this, do NOT mess with me, or you'll end up like your friend there, lying flat on Gedung Serba Guna IT Telkom's floor. And I have no mercy for caterpillars. I repeat, I have no mercy for caterpillars.

That's all? Those small problems had made me miserable for the whole day? 

Actually, no. There is one other thing: I'm kinda anticipating something right now. But it's too personal to write it here on my blog. Can you believe that? After all those personal things I wrote here, which basically turned my little life into a self-proclaimed open book, I still have something too personal to be written. Maybe because this particular thing isn't just about me, but also about someone else. 

Aaaahhhh huehauhae. I feel weird today. I can't stop thinking about it.

Alright *slap myself really hard 3 times*

Let's forget about it and write about something else instead. Oh, that story about last night where I went to Dapur Bebek with some friends and talk about the end of the world, that would do, I'll write it on the next post. But my friends and I are gonna play Counter Strike first. I'm gonna write that post after the Counter Strike game, which would be around midnight, or if I'm sleepy, I'm gonna write it tomorrow.

Fuck this post, today is saved by an awesome Counter Strike session. So we played like usual, except that we made a little bet on it. Our rank at the end of each round will determine how many times we have to do pushups/situps (5-30x). This changed the way we play the game. I guess sometimes when something--anything--in our life feels a little bland/flat/boring we just need to spice things up a bit with some motivations, and watching our friends harmlessly suffer is one of the best motivation in the world.

Meh it's 2.45am already, I'm gonna write the next post tomorrow.

Anyway, this post seems stupid. I feel stupid. I've been feeling stupid these past two days. I don't really know why. Or maybe I do know. I just don't wanna admit it. I've been galau with a reason you wouldn't believe. One thing is for sure, I've totally moved on. And I'm really happy about it^^
it's okay to be stupid sometimes, right?


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